Thank you for sharing your story with us Nuked. Talking about it is one of the best things you can do about depression. I had no idea you were going through this and I hope things have improved for you during the last week.
I'm heartened to see that our little community has had a positive impact on your life and glad that your new Minecraft community is continuing to do so after racing's decline. Whether we're active or not, we'll always be here for you if you need us.
I just have to say to anyone else reading this that is going through similar issues that no one will think less of you for dealing with a mental illness and no one will think less of you for talking about it. People will always be there to support you but they can't if they don't know what you're going through.